the tears..:'(

Assalamualaikum peace yaw!haha!it's been quite long i'm not wrote something here..told what i felt deep inside my hearth n my mind..today i just want to write what i'm thinking n what i fell now on the date 17/12/2011 at 1.15 am..fuhh!!

[malay version]
ari nie dah....1,2,3..oke dah 3 ari x msg..aku x tau apa yg dh terjadi dkt aku gn dya..aku x tau apa salah aku..tp yg aku tau..ati nie sakit sgt2 dh...aku dh pnat nk nk kluarkn air mata nie...ckuplah!air mata nie bkn utk aku kluarkn hnya sbb seorg lelaki yg x tau nk mnilai prasaan org...aku dh benci dgn llaki!seriously...aku dh merasai prubahan yg berlaku kt dri aku...aku nk jdi dri aku sprti sblum nie...nk jdi bdak skolah yg x pernah cple...aku nk hdup dgn kwan2 aku yg slalu bg aku smangat...aku nk dgr ckp mama dn abah yg suruh aku study smpai berjaya...aku dh x nk dgr ckp spe2 lg dh...sbb kau!ati aku dh brubah kau tau x...kau permainkn perasaan aku...kau buat aku mcm x wujud..sakit tu aku sniri yg tnggung..smpai bila lg nk permainkn ati nie aku x tau...smpai aku mati kot!bru puas rsanya...

thanks to all my beloved friend for u're support...u spent u're time to heard what i feel..u give me an advice..i really appreciate that...n to my roomates tq for cheering my life..give me a smile..thanks coz want to meet that 4 flat guy with me..but i don't think i want it...what i can do is just be a friend with him..after this i will close my hearth tightly..it just fill with love of my parents...i luv u mama,abah n all my brothers n sister..
i write this story with all my tears is going down through my cheeks..after this i will never cry becoz of him anymore...becoz i wll end what we start it......thanks for hurting me...